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nnoying. Why am I sooo weird? That whole color thing was stupid and I make so many weird mistakes, bad mistakes, good mistakes (can't think of one, but I thought it might cheer me up...nope, nothing). Why does one little thing mess up your whole entire life? 

Enough gloomy-ness. Good thing that's happening...hmmm...well, it's my mom's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! And, uh, I just ate a gummy worm, I had a nice dinner. It was sea bass or something over rice.  A few days ago, I found a NEW Juicy Couture tracksuit for $34.99 on eBay. I heart eBay and JonasBrothers.com. 

Ok, here's what's been happening.

1. Next week is Spirit week! Monday, we have no school. Tuesday is Hat Day. I'm gonna wear my Lizzi cap. It's pink and there is a rhinestone Lizzi on the front. On the back, it says Girls Just Wanna Have Fun. I got it for my birthday in 07 from my friends, Danny, Robbie, Carrie, and Jason. Wednesday is Pajama Day. I have no idea what I am going to wear. I have this Victoria's Secret PINK night-jersey, I have a cami and Juicy Couture PJ pants, and  a Bear Tavern shirt and red PJ shorts. I might do the Juicy Couture pants with the cami. I'm gonna add a robe and sheep slippers with it. Best part: we have a field trip that day. Worst part, "family life".  Thursday is Crazy Hair Day. My mom and I are gonna pick out hair dye and streak my hair. I'll straighten my hair so that I look decent. Hair dye makes my hair frizz for some reason. Friday: Field Day. I heard it's fun here, but I don't know. It's different, there are teams and stuff. 

2. It was funny today. My teacher, Mrs. Farina, started talking about next week and someone asked about family life. She said, "That'll be Wed. and Thurs. The boys will go to Mr. Schaal's and the girl's will stay here. We're learning about the birds that go 'chirp chirp' and the bees that go 'buzz buzz'." I found about about that "part of life" a few days ago and I asked my dad about it. It was a weird conversation. 

3. Today, I'm wearing a red Hollister polo, a white A&F tank top, yellow and red Hollister shorts, white and red tube socks, and white Converse. 

I'm going to write Monday. I'll see you soon. Byyyeee!!

nO pArTiCuLaR tOpIc

PuRpLe!!!!!!!!!!! Hi guys! The weather today is rainy and gloomy... like me. I have had a horrible week... let's make that about 3 horrible months of reject, misunderstanding, stress, lonliness, and crying. Ugh. I swear, I hate life.

Do you ever wish you could prove a million things so people believe you? I've been trying to prove so much and then it turns out to be humiliation. It's stupid! I mean, I messed up on the Jonas Brothers' birthdays and all these girls didn't believe I loved/liked them. I do! I'm in love with them!! They make me feel dumb and dishonest.

Have you ever felt left out or replaced? Believe me... it is NOT good. I hate it...

Have you ever been misunderstood? Yup. Worst. Ever. Especially if you're trying to say your feeling or something and then someone takes it the wrong way. It happened... yesterday... to me. One word: bullying.

Do you ever say sorry... even when the situation is not your fault? It feels good... for 2 seconds... then someone doesn't forgive you... and you don't know why.

These things have been happening to me, rigt when I actually started to like Jersey. Now, I wanna escape... back to California... where I don't have to deal with any of this poop (crap... same thing).

New subject: I made four new friends! I think I already talked about Katie in the last post. I have 3 more though, who go to Bear Tavern. Julia, KK (Katherine), and Dakata. They are soo nice. :-)

I'm going shopping. I have to go. See you all (in Cali) in July!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We'll talk later. Also, feel free to leave as many comments as you like for this post! I'd definintely luuuuuuuuv to here from all of my readers!

Everybody: this week's color (Sunday-Saturday) is purple. Read next week's post to see the next color. What to do with this color: Wear it on one day of the week; use a purple pen, marker, crayon, pencil, accessory, etc. whenever you can; make sur it's you're 5th favorite color; and...do anything related to purple whenever you can! Remeber: PuRpLe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quick Summary

Heyyy. Here is a little of what's been happening here the past few weeks.

Right now, I'm on the 5th book of The Clique Series. It's called The Pretty Committee Strikes Back. Gosh, I'm mad at Claire (a character in the book) and her friend Layne is serioulsy grossing me out! Her latest food-obsession is Go-Gurts. No offense to anyone who likes those tubes of gak, but they are disgusting. My mom is in California and won't be back till Tuesday. My dad has a meeting in Pittsburg, so he'll be gone for Monday and Tuesday... he felt bad, so he let us skip church today (Thank God! Get it?). Lately, I have been "impressing" some of the teachers at my school with some puns. Here is one:

Our library teacher, Mrs. Bradnt, was talking about the "Reading Challenge" (snore). People kept asking which 5th grade class was in the lead, if we were last place, etc. All Mrs. Bradnt said, "I can't tell you. it's classified information."

Then I said out loud, "Get it? Class-ified information! You know, 5th grade classes?"

I know, it's wayyyy past stupid. Some people laughed, though. Including Mrs. Bradnt. She said it was good that I was starting to make puns. Anyway, I have been gloomy, tired, stressed, anxious, and in need of a new wardrobe. I have $130.00 from my birthday, but I'm determined to use that for a couple of new and ah-mazing pairs of Converse. Besides clothes and accessories, I want a new surfboard. I can't staaaannnndddd borrowing multiple surfboards. So, dad promised he'd take to go get some sports stuff next weekend.

Speaking of weekends, I'm still deciding what to wear for my friend's dance recital. The friend is Chelsea and her recital is May 17th. I still can't believe I blew off my few months of dance this semester. But, there's a whole new semester ahead of me, and I'm doing jazz and lyrical ballet. I'm not sure about hip-hop, becuase there are a couple of girls who are backstabbing brats that are in that class, and God knows how I will survive. So, maybe in 7th grade I'll do it. see what happens to those girls. next semester is supposed to be good for me, but I don't know how I'll fit in when I'm a performing-obsessed, needs-to-see-a-counselor-becuase-of-stress, Jonas obsessed, way into fashion girl. Deep beathe: new friends, new chances, more privelages... OMJ (Oh My Jonas)...BOYS!!!!!!!! They'll make this way easier... if you know what I mean! The only thing is....there will be classes on puberty and... um... other stuff... but, that's not the point. Ok, I know boys read this, so I'll change the subject. But, boys, think about it: You'll have girls! Or..."Hot Chicks" or whatever you call them.

Oh, I made a new friend! She goes to a school in our district, just not Bear Tavern. It's called Stony Brook. her name is Kaitlin. She's nice.

Anyway, I'm just blah-blah-blah-ing, so I'll stop. But, I promise, promise, promise I'll right soonish! Love ya!

Guyfriends

Hi. I'm stuck home from school today because I either have the flu or I got food poisoning... hmmmm...?

On Wednesday, the whole fifth grade went to Philidelphia! It was basically a free field trip, we just had to visit historic places (example: Betsy Ross's house) and be back to the train station by 2:15pm. There is a whole other story...

Anyway, my topic says guyfriends. I had 5 in California, here I HAD zippo. I had never thought it would be so hard to make a friend who's a boy. It seemed sooo easy in California. Finally, I had made one, Matt. He's weird and he has a girlfriend, and he has never worn jeans for over 10 minutes. He doesn't talk to me much in school, but the school has an email system called First Class... so, that's how we talk. Then I made another one, Nick. He is in a "band" (notice the quotations) called Politics. He plays the guitar. He doesn't talk to me either... just on First Class. ;-) anyway, that's what I wanted to write about. 

I'll write next weekendish. :)